HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE AND MARILYN!! =)
-From Aunty Ain, Cutie, Cheekee and Kay!
Faced with boredom today. Haii.. My elder bro's sleeping; Mum and Dad working and Fahmi's out in school, rehearsing for his concert later tonight. Haha. Wonder how it's gonna be like. But i wont be able to attend though. I'll be home rotting, not doing anything. That's bcos, i thought 'O' Levels' still going on and i need to study. I know, how lame and ridiculous. Can't blame me though, i was in a state of STRESS then. However, to tide down my boredom, i decided to go jogging later on. Or maybe, movie marathon? I'll see about that. HEH.
Dal's been stressed about the job. Hira still cant get over Emon's ugliness. Ais probably still searching for her drum tabs. HAHA. Me, im probably thinking what to wear on the date. Darn, he's so enthusiastic about it and me, um, im actually afraid. Dang! Absurd uh..
I'm still thinking though.. Should i reciprocate his, you-know, or should i not? You see, im not ready for a new beginning. Nor am i ready to face any boys now. It's not that im turning a les luh, but i really need to find my own inner self. I wanna explore myself first. Rather than being tied down by relationships, i'd rather be on my own.. To be able to explore myself, to know myself better. However, i dont wanna disappoint him. He's too nice to me. Gosh, i dont know...
All i know is, I DONT WANNA BE IN LOVE!
Let's see, on Mon, paper ended pretty early so Dal, Hira and i went to venture out at the airport. We took bus which felt like i was already halfway around the world. HAHA. it was a pretty long journey to start with luh. Haha. When we finally reached, we went to take the SKYTRAIN to Terminal 2. Went Burger King for lunch. It was like 11plus though. HEH. Walking around the airport with school uniform felt weird but lucky enough, there were
also some "wanderers" like us, thus i didnt really felt alienated in that beautiful place. We hung out at the Viewing Place and i let out all my feelings to Mr F. Its such a pity he didnt understand me. He never did eventually. Thanks Dal and Hira for helping me out! =) Looking at the planes though, made me feel sad, yet, i felt like it would be wonderful to travel and fly. Yes, flying gives me a great sensation. Heh. =)
Tues: I went out with my favourite person to SENTOSA for a picnic! Hira brought nuggets and fries while i brought drinks and marshmellows and cookies and chips. We reached around noon. I got somehow annoyed by the ants while Hira got somehow emo over the songs. =) Ooh! and there were REALLY HOT JAPANESE GUYS there. and, i had to admit, too, that the girls were pretty hot. Around late afternoon, Hira and i went to play ball IN THE WATER. i mean, only PARTIALLY SUBMERGED cos we didnt bring extra clothes. And we built our sandcastles. Mine has dungeons specially for boys. And Hira's simple but adorable. It looked like the ancient Romania ruins. KAWAII! =)